For reasons

"It fucked me up, Saul. Being wrong about Brody, it really… it fucked me up. Because I have never been so sure… and so wrong. And it’s that fact that I still can’t get my head around. It makes me unable to trust my own thoughts. Every time I think I see something clearly now… it just disappears." (Carrie Mathison/Claire Danes in "Homeland")

http://www.zeit.de/kultur/film/2014-12/homeland-vierte-staffel-carrie-mathison-kritik

Ein bisschen Wahnsinn ....bzw. Emo-Stuff.